Yep, I am. Somehow this week feels rough. Emptiness, loneliness, hurts. It's like every unpleasant feelings comes and gather as one and that's not nice. It's already December and 2011 almost end. Don't you think it fast? It feels like yesterday is March and I was cried in my room, begging my Dad to take me back to Bandung or I'll just die in sadness. I remember how much I'm so depends on Red, how the only one I talked to is him.
There's so much thing I've been missed since then. There's songs I hate to listen, smells I hate, feelings I hate so much just because all of these thing reminds me to my perfect life back then. It hurts, it's still hurts and I think it will last forever.
I would rather pretend that August 2010 until August 2011 were never happen in my life. And all people and things I knew in that periods, well, I think I'm going to erase them all.
Frankly, that's what I'm trying to do. But can I?
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