See, I'm Get Back On My Back!

I didn't write much in June, month when I'm officially twenty years old. And somehow it seems like I'm get back on my feet (finally) and I'm glad. Though some things still left undone, unsettle and felt overrated for me somehow.

Anyway, this is a year of me. Just some photos I thought it would describe my life since last August when I started the first semester. I think I'm doing it pretty well. I got 2 A's (but, sadly, 2 C's) in first semester. The exam result for the second semester still a mystery but I gotta good feeling cause in midtest I have 3 A's and one-almost-A (I can't velieve I lost 0.1 point for an A so sadly I got B), bust I have apply for a scholarship and I hope it'll turn out well. 

MC-ing ITKP Rooftop Session Volume. 1, a talkshow with the expert.
(Left to right) Me, Feisal (a senior, my MC partner, whom I've just met 20 minutes before the event), Rama Mamuaya (founder mydailysocial.net), Edy Khemod (Seringai's drummer, creative director of Cerahati) and Mas Bay (my teacher as moderator). They surpisingly looks like a young folks, huh?

I decided to pulled off House of Bugya. Instead, I used Grandma's middle name.
And it's not like an online shopping is interesting, easy job to do though.

Daily activities, thinking of Red!

Still I miss you every second. Even in the class.

One of quality time with bros!

Yeah, about that. I passed out of vertigo, fell down and hit the iron trellis of my windows.
I'm bleeding but thank God, no scar lefts :)

One of my 20th birthday present from  Red, a bouquette of roses!

PET!!! I HAVE A PUPPY NOW!
She's half Golden Retriever and Dobberman, named Cipluk. I love her and at some point I thought this might be what it's like to have a children. LOL.
No, seriously.

Addicted to shooping in Scoop Ideas!

This what the rose bouquette looks like in a month. Still keep it. Will keep it forever.

This one piece of withered Red roses. He gave it to me in 2010.
One late night when I'm just get ready to bed, he call me and asked me to wait in gate of my (ex) boarding house.
He gave me this, a kiss for lips, a kiss in forehead, say goodnight and left.

Little unofficial reunion. Minus Glory. I miss her so bad.

My presentation about retro ads and moder ads in vintage style.

Family gathering. Grandma's 80th party.

Love letter reading to Trias. LOL.

2011!

On my Uncle's wedding. Yep. I'm ugly, even more when I took a picture with famous people.
Noted for self: WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?! 

Cousins.

Another gangs reunion.

Ugh.

I am so tired. Of people, of myself, and mostly about things I can't barely understand but I feel bad for it.
Red's going to work in Bali for 6 months. That means 127km is no longer the distance between us. It's far beyond that. Different places, different faces, even time. I hate that, but sadly, what hurts the most is to imagine things I wish I could let go. But I'm pathetic, and I can't. All the jealousy, the anger, madness, burnt down as one. I wish I were there. I should be there. That's my... actual goal. That was.

And it's not easy to see them happy. I know this is more than just pathetic cause I talked about my closest friend(s) in the earth, my future, my love. I can't help it. The sadness strikes once again, ripped me through my chest and somehow I feels like dying. Hard to breathe, could die easily.

Katari's Drawer ♥

So last week I got a chance to open an online shop. My mother's cousin asked if I want to be a reseller of some Korean clothes. And beacuse I was bored, need a challenge and something to fill my boring summer holiday, besides I really need money because my shopping addict has invaded and makes me really really poor (but cute pretty thing I bought so, well, 'nothing to lose' is my only self defense).
Today I met Resky and Jean. I asked Resky to be my model. Take a look!

JOANNE
IDR 80.000 (include belt)
3 colors: black, teal blue & dark green.

  

TAYLOR
IDR 80.000 (include belt)

ROSIE
IDR 85.000
floral chiffon mini dress

  

CARLY
IDR 75.000 (include necklace)
in 2 colors

GWYNETH
IDR 60.000
(exclude inner)

ABIGAIL
IDR 50.000
Square-patterns white shirt with long sleeves (include bow-tie)

JENNY
IDR 35.000
Ethnic sweater, secondhand and repared.
(exclude shirt)

PIXIE
IDR 45.000
Patterns vest

LANA
IDR 50.000
Lace cotton shirt (buttons in the back)

FLO
IDR 50.000
See-through die tye dress.

LOIS
IDR 75.000
Nautical jumpsuit dress

And that's us  ♥
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