It's sad. My life. I'm convincing myself to not sounds like weak girl and sometimes I can. But sometimes I'm not, which makes me realize that I'm not as strong as I used to be. As I wish to be. I'm crybaby and always regretting what done. People always said, "Nah, you've gotta move on and let the past behind" or "Think about future cause it's what's really matters now for you can't turn back the time" or something like that. And every time someone said like that I just mumble as agree with those suggestion, say 'yeah' a lot of time but I'm not actually thinks they right.
Well, sure, they're right cause it's easier to said than done. It's harder to me to make it done. I'm so helpless right now, just like months before. It's been 4 months. Or maybe I can say, it's only 4 months passed. I'm thinking of future, years ahead and it's seems harder than today.
I hate my life. But I'm not regret what have done. I just hate it.
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