Best 3 of today

• Hurts - Stay

My whole life waiting for the right time

To tell you how I feel.

Know I try to tell you that I need you.

Here I am without you.

I feel so lost but what can I do?

'Cause I know this love seems real

But I don't know how to feel.

We say goodbye in the pouring rain

And I break down as you walk away.

Stay, stay.

'Cause all my life I felt this way

But I could never find the words to say

Stay, stay.

Alright, everything is alright

Since you came along

And before you

I had nowhere to run to

Nothing to hold on to

I came so close to giving it up.

And I wonder if you know

How it feels to let you go?

You say goodbye in the pouring rain

And I break down as you walk away.

Stay, stay.

'Cause all my life I felt this way

But I could never find the words to say

Stay, stay.

So you change your mind

And say you're mine.

Don't leave tonight

Stay.

Say goodbye in the pouring rain

And I break down as you walk away.

Stay, stay.

'Cause all my life I felt this way

But I could never find the words to say

Stay, stay.

Stay with me, stay with me,

Stay with me, stay with me,

Stay, stay, stay, stay with me.

• I Won't Give Up - Jason Mraz

When I look into your eyes

It's like watching the night sky

Or a beautiful sunrise

There's so much they hold

And just like them old stars

I see that you've come so far

To be right where you are

How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space

To do some navigating

I'll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn

Some even fall to the earth

We've got a lot to learn

God knows we're worth it

No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily

I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use

The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake

And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend

For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn

We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in

I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not

And who I am

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)

God knows I'm tough, he knows (I am tough, I am loved)

We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)

God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

• I Won't Let You Go - James Morrison

When it's black

Take a little time to hold yourself

Take a little time to feel around before it's gone

You won't let go but you still keep on falling down

Remember how you save me now from all of my wrongs

Yeah

If there's love just feel it

And if there's life we'll see it

This is no time to be alone, alone yeah

I won't let you go

Say those words

Say those words like there's nothing else

Close your eyes and you might believe

That there is some way out

Yeah

Open up

Open up your heart to me now

Let it all come pouring out

There's nothing I can't take

And if there's love just feel it

And if there's life we'll see it

This is no time to be alone, alone yeah

I won't let you go

(Won't let you go)

(Won't let you go)

If your sky is falling

Just take my hand and hold it

You don't have to be alone, alone yeah

I won't let you go

(Won't let you go)

(Won't let you go)

And if you feel the fading of the light

And you're too weak to carry on the fight

And all your friends that you count on have disappeared

I'll be here not gone, forever holding on

If there's love just feel it

And if there's life we'll see it

This is no time to be alone, alone yeah

I won't let you go

(Won't let you go)

(Won't let you go)

If your sky is falling

Just take my hand and hold it

You don't have to be alone, alone yeah

I won't let you go

(Won't let you go)

(Won't let you go)

I won't let you go

I won't let

I won't let you go

No, I won't let

I won't let you go

I won't let you go

Can't turn it down for a week and all has such a powerful lyric!

• Never Let Me Go - Florence and The Machine

And the arms of the ocean are carrying me, 

And all this devotion was rushing out of me, 

And the crashes are heaven, for a sinner like me, 

The arms of the ocean deliver me.

Though the pressure's hard to take, 

It's the only way I can escape, 

It seems a heavy choice to make, 

Now I am under.

And it's breaking over me, 

A thousand miles down to the sea bed, 

Found the place to rest my head.

• Better That We Break - Maroon 5

Saw you sitting all alone

You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right

Life these days is getting rough

They’ve knocked you down and beat you up

But it’s just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah

It’s not right, not OK

Say the words that you say

Maybe we’re better off this way

I’m not fine, I’m in pain

It’s harder everyday

Maybe we’re better off this way

I’m not fine, not OK

Say the words that you say

Maybe we’re better off this way

• Water Runs Dry - Boys II Men

We don't even talk anymore

And we don't even know what we argue about

Don't even say I love you no more

'Cause saying how we feel is no longer allowed

Some people will work things out

And some just don't know how to change

Why do we hurt each other?

Why do we push love away?

• Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy

I cannot go to the ocean

I cannot drive the streets at night

I cannot wake up in the morning

Without you on my mind

So you're gone and I'm haunted

And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that easy

To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye, my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

I should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

• Somebody Loved - The Weepies

Nights when the heat had gone out

We danced together alone

Cold turned our breath into clouds

We never said what we were dreaming of

But you turned me into somebody loved

Someday when we're old and worn

Like two softened shoes

I will wonder on how I was born

The night I first ran away from you

• Wish I Could Forget - The Weepies

Do you disapprove? Alright, you made your point

You don't have to choose right now

I don't have the time to stop into that joint

No one wants to see my face there anyhow

Monday come like Tuesday

You were something else, I will admit

I remember what you told me

Only wish I could forget

Only wish I could forget

Standing in the sun smoking quiet cigarettes

Just before I let you down

Funny how a heart shatters all at once

Seems like it should make a sound

• Maybe - Ingrid Michaelson

I don’t wanna be the one to say goodbye 

But I will, I will, I will 

I don’t wanna sit on the pavement while you fly 

But I will, I will, oh yes I will 

‘Cause maybe in the future 

You’re gonna come back 

Gonna come back around 

Maybe in the future 

You’re gonna come back 

You’re gonna come back 

Oh the only way to really know 

Is to really let it go 

• Love Long Distance - The Gossip

Breaking Up or Breaking Down

When I need you, you can't be found

I want someone who's around for me

Does it have to be so complicated?

Either way I'm devastated

I could use a little comforting

Love long distance

Is testing me trying my patience

I need more of your assistance now

Love long distance

Is testing me trying my patience

I need more of your assistance now

Love, love, love, love

I need some assistance now

And I will thank you for your cooperation

• The Cigarette Duet - Princess Chelsea

It's just a cigarette and it's just a Malboro Light 

Maybe but is it worth it if we fight? 

It's just a cigarette that I got from Jamie-Lee 

She's gonna get a smack and I'm gonna give you three 

It's just a cigarette and I only did it once 

it's only twice a week so there's not much of a chance 

It's just a cigarette and I'm sorry that I did it 

Honey can't you trust me when I want to stop I can

• Just A Feeling - Maroon 5

I watched you cry, bathe in sunlight by the bathroom door

You said you wish you did not love me anymore

You left your flowers in the backseat of my car

The things we said may have left permanent scars

Obsessed, depressed at the same time

I can't even walk in a straight line

I'm a light in the dark, no sunshine

No sunshine, no sunshine

She cries, "This is more than goodbye

When I look into your eyes

You're not even there"

Birdy - Skinny Love [Official Music Video]

Come on skinny love, just last the year
Pour a little salt, we were never here
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer

I tell my love to wreck it all
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Right at the moment this order's tall

And I told you to be patient
And I told you to be fine
And I told you to be balanced
And I told you to be kind

And in the morning, I'll be with you
But it will be a different kind
'Cause I'll be holding all the tickets
And you'll be owning all the fines

Come on skinny love, what happened here?
Suckle on the hope in light brassiere
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Sullen load is full, so slow on the split

And I told you to be patient
And I told you to be fine
And I told you to be balanced
And I told you to be kind

And now all your love is wasted
Then who the hell was I?
'Cause now I'm breaking at the britches
And at the end of all your lines

Who will love you?
Who will fight?
Who will fall far behind?

Come on skinny love
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my

He Is We - All About Us ft. Owl City

Take my hand 

I'll teach you to dance 

I'll spin you around 

Won't let you fall down

Would you let me lead

You can step on my feet

Give it a try

It'll be all right 

The rooms hush, hush 

And now's our moment 

Take it in, feel it all, and hold it

Eyes on you, eyes on me 

We're doing this right 

Cause lovers dance when they're feeling in love 

Spotlight shine, its all about us

its all about us 

And every heart in the room will melt

This is a feeling I've never felt 

but its all about us 

Suddenly, I'm feeling brave

Don't know whats gotten into me 

Why I feel this way

Can we dance, real slow 

Can I hold you real close 

The rooms hush, hush 

And now's our moment 

Take it in, feel it all, and hold it

Eyes on you, eyes on me 

We're doing this right 

Cause lovers dance when they're feeling in love 

Spotlight shine, its all about us

its all about us 

And every heart in the room will melt

This is a feeling I've never felt 

but its all about us 

Do you hear that love, 

they're playing our song 

Do you think we're ready, 

oh I'm really feeling it 

Do you hear that love, 

Do you hear that love 

(repeat 3 times) 

Cause lovers dance when they're feeling in love 

Spotlight shine, its all about us

its all about us

And every heart in the room will melt

This is a feeling I've never felt 

but its all about us 

Cause lovers dance when they're feeling in love 

Spotlight shine, its all about us

its all about us 

And every heart in the room will melt

This is a feeling I've never felt 

but it's all, all about us.

P.s.

It's all about us. It's our moment, it's our dream, for our life, all about us.

I know we can make it somehow, cause you believe we can so I put all of my faith on yours.

Songs of the moment!

You love me, and you even don't have to say it out loud. I just now how much you loved me. That's big enough to makes me life forever.
Anyway, this is my top favorite songs at the moment:

1. Blue Sky Collapse - Adhitia Sofyan
2. Ours - Taylor Swift
3. I Do - Landon Pigg feat Lucy Schwartz
4. Unwell - Matchbox Twenty
5. Secret - One Republic
6. Push The Button - Sugababes
7. Listen - Beyonce

Marry You Dance!

It's a beautiful night!

We're looking something dumb to do..

Hey baby,

I think I wanna marry you!

Is it the look in your eyes?

Or is it the dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think I wanna marry you!

 

LOL! I found this is sooooo ultimate funny and cute.

Wed BG

So yesterday my second youngest uncle get married and I held the party. Me and my cousins Vania was like, damn, I want a wedding too! So I have this crazy wild dream that 10 years from now on, I'm gonna have mine (and in my dream it's Red's and mine LOL!).
They played love songs but I think that's lame, like Because You Loved Me, You're Still The One (well it's best song ever but I won't play it over and over again in my wedding!) and others just forgettable for me. So I'm thinking maybe, since he's a big fans of reggae, maybe we could play some reggae love songs like Colbie Caillat's I Do, Lucky (feat Jason Mraz) or something he likes. So I made a list songs I'm planning to be played on my wedding day:

• Stolen by Dashboard Confessional
• I Love You Till The End by The Pogues
• The Book of Love - Peter Gabriel
• Gentleman Don't - Sondre Lerche
• Inside and Out - Feist
• 1234 - Plain White T's
• Chocolate High by India Arie ft. Music Soul Child
• I'm Kissing You - Des'ree (OST Romeo + Juliet)
• Little House - Amanda Seyfried (OST Dear John)
• Super Bass - Nicki Minaj
• All My Life - KCI and Jojo
• The Only Exception - Paramore
• Wonderwall - Oasis
• Better Together - Jack Johnson
• Love On Top - Beyonce
• Brown Eyes - Destiny's Child
• Teenage Dream - Katy Perry
• Baby I'm Yours - Arctic Monkeys (get the idea from Last Chance Harvey)
• Fall in Love - Tortured Soul
• I'll Make Love To You - Boys II Men
• Fix You - Coldplay
• I'll Be Your Crying Shoulder - Goo Goo Dolls
• Run To You - Lady Antebellum
• Love Story, Mine by Taylor Swift
• Angel Love - Samantha James
• Heartbeat - Tahiti 80
• Listen to Me - Mocca (Red's favorite song)
• Is This Love - Bob Marley
• The Sweetest Love - Robin Thicke
• Number One - Adhitia Sofyan

Geez I can't get enough. I gotta re-list the songs.
Frankly, what the hell I'm doing? So much years to wait forward but I can't wait my happy blast day with him!

Julie Andrews and Christopher Plummer - Something Good

[Maria:]
Perhaps I had a wicked childhood
Perhaps I had a miserable youth
But somewhere in my wicked, miserable past
There must have been a moment of truth

For here you are, standing there, loving me
Whether or not you should
So somewhere in my youth or childhood
I must have done something good

Nothing comes from nothing
Nothing ever could
So somewhere in my youth or childhood
I must have done something good

[Captain:]
For here you are, standing there, loving me
Whether or not you should

[Maria:]
So somewhere in my youth or childhood
I must have done something good

[Maria and the Captain:]
Nothing comes from nothing
Nothing ever could

[Maria:]
So somewhere in my youth
[Captain:]
Or childhood
[Maria:]
I must have done something . . .
[Maria and the Captain:]
Something good

Ah how I love this song. And the meaning! I must have done something good to deserve Red in my life.

Rolling Stones - Streets Of Love

Man, I fell in love with this song ever since...

Between The Trees - We Can Try

What would you say if I told you that all I've thought about
Is you since you've been gone?
I wish in ways, somehow I could turn this world right back around
And mend mistakes I've made

So I could say to you that
I know, things aren't quite like what they used to be,
Different faces, different places
Yeah we can try, oh, yeah we can try

What would you say if I told you I'm not giving up
However long it takes
It's clear that things have changed since when we started
But we can't just walk away babe

So I am telling you that,
I know things aren't quite like what they used to be.
Different faces, different places
Yeah we can try, oh, yeah we can try

I know things aren't like what they used to be
Different places, different faces
Yeah we can try, oh, yeah we can try

I know things aren't quite like what they used to be
Different faces, Different places
Yeah we can try, oh, we can try

I know things aren't quite like what they used to be
Different places, different faces
Yeah we can try, oh, yeah we can try

I know things aren't quite like what they used to be
Different places, different faces
Yeah we can try, oh, yeah we can try

Carla Bruni - Quelqu'un M'a Dit (with English Translation)

Quelqu’un M’a Dit (Someone Told Me)

Someone told me that our lives aren't a big thing
They pass on the instant as discolor roses
Someone told me that the time that pass is a bastard
that is making topcoats from our grief
However someone said to me...

Who do you still love,
This is someone have told me that you still love me
Is it possible then?

Someone told me that the destiny is scoffing at us
Don't give us anything and that promise us everything
Appear that the happiness is only for the reach hands
Then they tighten the hand and find themselves crazy
But someone have told me...

Who do you still love,
This is someone have told me that you still love me
Is it possible then?

But who can tell me that today you are loving me?
I don't remember more it was late in the night,
I'm still hearing the voice, but I don't see anymore the points
"He loves you, it's a secret, don't tell him that I tell you"
You see, someone told me...

Who do you still love, he really told me...
Who do you still love, is it possible then?

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Till They Take My Heart Away

Dear, Red.

Things get harder. Yes, I know. It's hard for you in there, it's hard for me in here. It's 11 PM and I we was on the phone. I can hear your sigh, things you never show to anyone but me. Could I lose my mind already cause in the middle of trouble like this, I still can see a light? Facts that you trust me, that I'm the one who listen all of your complain makes me feel warm. Even in the middle of hell I'm living on, it feels good to have someone special to miss, to love, to fighting for and cherish.

You're tired. Yes, dear, I know. But remember one thing, every hard work you did today is what you'll enjoyed later. Just wanna make sure that you know I'm here if you need me. Always. And I'm not kind of person who'll take only good things about you. I said I take every good and bad on you, and it's not because I can. It's because I want to. It's because somehow, I wanna accompany you to fight the world for lifetime. That's simple.

I'm here. And no, I won't let you down. I won't leave you cause it's the last thing I could do in this lifetime. I promise I'll be your strength, even when I'm not able to stand in my own trouble, I'll stand by you.

Anyway, here's a song for you. Suddenly I think of you whenever I heard this. It's MYMP's.

I look into your eyes, so far away
There's trouble in your mind
You're losing faith
Hey now, let me hold you
It'll be okay!
Coz I will love you
Till they take my heart away.

Remember when you called
And said goodbye
We thought we'd lost it all
And so did I
Even if I lost you
I would feel the same
Coz I will love you
Till they take my heart away.

Believe in me
I'm here to stay
I will love you
Till they take my heart away.

Now we're stronger than before
We've made it through
I never felt more sure
Because of you
Hey now! are you listening?
Do you hear me say
"I will love you
Till they take my heart away"

Yes I will love you till they take my heart away (and 'they' refers to.... you know. 'They'.)

The Very Last Goodbye

So lately I notice that two of my friend are on her way to move on, forget the past and have some new love life. They knew what I've been going through in last three years, how hard I've been try and put the biggest efforts to get over with my past. How I make a little last try and failed, how I've been struggle with myself. Blame myself for not doing well, disappoint with myself and family's rules, mad with no one but my diary. I gotta admit that it's damn tough. And now I'm happy for them, too, cause they finally find a good way to move on. At least the bad things didn't come to them all at once like me.

Couple days ago I found a good song with a very beautiful yet strong lyric. The singer named Nina Girado, she's Philippines, and the tittle is 'Someday'. Here the lyrics:

Someday you'll gonna realize
One day you'll see through my eyes
But then I won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if I can't

I know
You don't really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth
Well I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long

Chorus

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, I want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday

But now
I know you can't tell
I'm down,and I'm not down anyway
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye

Chorus

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, I want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday

And that was perfectly fit for me. Even now the song woulds still be perfect for me, just to remind me about how strong I actually am. Someday, someone's gonna love me the way I want you to need me. Yes. I'm proving that song right now.

Today I was chat with my bestie and she asked me about my love life. It's perfect enough though it's not, I answered. Cause when I have someone to hold my hands when I'm afraid and make me laugh in the middle of blue days, I won't even think about someone who will never love me back.

So now it's official. Goodbye Singapore's Flyer. I won't even notice you from now on.

And Red, I ♥ you that much. More than I can say in words, more than I could show in my panics.

You Are The Sunshine of My Life

You are the sunshine of my life
That's why I'll always be around
You are the apple of my eye
Forever you'll stay in my heart

I feel like this is the beginning
Though I've loved you for million years
And if I thought our love was ending
I'd find my self drowning in my own tears

You are the sunshine of my life
That's why I'll always stay around
You are the apple of my eye
Forever you'll stay in my heart

You must have known that I was lonely
Because you came to my rescue
And I know that this must be heaven
How could so much love be inside of you?

Damn I love this song. Perfectly fit for in love mode on. Stevie Wonder sung it, but I personally loves Lisa Ono's version song cover.

Edith Piaf

Just yesterday, I have no idea who Edith Piaf was, except that she's a French singer. But my curiosity is in their limit so I googling it. Actually i was interesting with Marion Cotillard. She's so gorgeous and her dresses every time in the red carpet! Gee. She's stunning. Anyway, she won Oscar for her role in La Vie En Rose, which is the true story of great French singer, Edith Piaf.

Ever since I listen Hymne L'amour by Josh Groban, I always can't help myself to replay it over and over again. And guess what? The real singer or my favorite song is her! But there's a story behind the song. A sad story.

So there was a guy named Marcel Cerdan, he was a famous boxer in France and married-guy with three children. However, he had affair with her and Wikipedia said that he's the love of her life. But tragically he was died in a plane crash from France to NY to meet her. And this song is dedicated for him. That's too bad. I wonder why stunning, strong French woman have the end of her love story like this. In the movie, Boy Capel had passed away by car accident when he went to see Coco Chanel. Or that's just dramatically scene? I have no clue.

But I just fall in love with her voices and her songs. I'll download her song, I must!

Anyway, here the English translation of Hymne L'amour that I found:

The blue sky can collapse in on itself

And the earth can cave in

Little matters to me if you love me

I couldn't care less about the whole world

As long as love will flood my mornings

As long as my body will quiver beneath your hands

The problems matter so little to me

My love, because you love me

I would go to the ends of the earth

I would dye my hair blonde

If you asked me to

I would pull down the moon

I would steal fortune

If you asked me to

I would disavow my homeland

I would disavow my friends

If you asked me to

One could well laugh at me

I would do anything

I would do anything

If you asked me to

If one day life tears you away from me

If you die and go far from me

Little matters to me if you love me

Because I will die too

We would have eternity for ourselves

In the blue of all the immensity

In heaven, no more problems

My love, do you believe that we love each other?

God reunites those who love each other

Alexander McQueen Aligator Shoes S/S 2010

Yes!!

It's a lame topic but still I wanna spread my love of this shoes in my first post (my old blog is sooo.. bored). Fashionista out there, I'm sure you love this shoes (even you may not want to wear them cause my friends said it's kinda creepy). But hey, I love this shoes. Alexander McQueen is the real genius.

Lady Gaga wore it in her MV (it's music video, if you don't know) Bad Romance. That's song is really damn good and you should listen it, anyway (I love Lady Gaga!). That song was the background song for Alexander McQueen runway for S/S 2010 in finale. It's title "Plato's Atlantis", check it out in http://www.alexandermcqueen.com/