I just post to say I love you Red

I wake up and I just have a quirk yet good dream. Well actually the dream is good just because Red in it.
I saw my mommy. My grandma take her to some traditional alternative cure with my daddy, aunty, Frans and surprisingly, I wonder why Andia come with us.
Quirkiest thing: Red follow me even though he's not show up. So I keep in touch with him cause as long as I remember, I always have my cellphone close to me.
So there's other people: 3 sluts and a nice-face-stupid-look guy. One of the sluts wants my Red and she hates me. She tried to steal my cellphone cause it'll leads her to Red but I hidie it well underneath my shirt. So I slap her in face when I got the chance and tell her to get out from my and Red's sight. I remember I were giving her my best middle finger. Red walking infront of me when that stupid guy stand in our way. Red keep mouth shut. But I shout out loud and kick that guy. He looks scared. Ha!
Anyway Red suddenly missing in the crowded. I left my family behind to looking for him. I heard my auntie asked if Red should come home with us. So I run and wow, the road is high and I'm so tired cause he walking so fast. I call him and told him to come home with me instead all alone. I were hopeless and thought he were gone.
At a time I look up and saw him standing far from me. He's waiting for me. And give a smile to me as if he said "okay".

God I miss him right now!!!!!!

It's sad how Red go to Jakarta and I don't have any chance to meet him. Maybe I can lie to my daddy and have him about few minutes. I wish.
But after all it's quite alright. I wasn't really sure at first but couple days ago I asked Red how our life is gonna be have so much difference in August and later. Different city, jobs, home, friends, and there's 127 KM between us.
He's answer makes me smile, as always he did.
"Even though we far apart. Even though he have a different life. Even we far apart, we'll still walking in the same path and no matter what we'll gonna end the road together."

I wonder if he know I love him more than I ever love anything before. It's crazy how he turns my life so perfectly, makes me wonder where I was and what was I doing before I met him.

Wait for me. Someday I'll have a day spent with you and there will be no fear or worries about caught off.