Once again, yesterday was...

I'm awake in the middle of the night, barely can't sleep and thinking about him and how excited I was. I still can't fall asleep though I've played games and turn off the lights. Thoughts of him just so strong and I'm dying to meet him, I missed him so much. So I stay awake till the dawn comes, take a bath and casual make up, organize my stuff and went to travel 5 o'clock in the morning. It was dark and cold, I'm little bit dizzy cause I don't sleep enough but still I'm excited cause I'm gonna meet him soon.

Oh hey, that's my huge face and a little acne on my forehead.

Blurry pic. not good, but I like how the lights flew like a phoenix. 

 I'm getting my old camera back so I finally can upload some photos. Anyway, Red's getting me a camera. Not a new one, and it has no charger so I got to buy it tomorrow but that's really sweet how he noticed I need camera for my study and jobs. He said that's one thing I'm gonna take it with me to places I go so wherever and whenever I go, I'll always remember him and he's with me. How silly my boyfriend is! Is he don't realize how much I love him so I think about him every time even in my dream when I'm asleep? But he's the sweetest, for sure.

Guess what it is! Hell yeah it's ours!

 "I wanna be the first thing you see when you awake from your sleep every morning. I wanna stay at home and wait for you, so whenever you back home, you back to me. I wanna be your wife, I wanna be the mother of your child. I want you in my life so much cause that is what I've been dreaming about since I loved you and I never planned anything without you in it since we met."
That's what I said to him. And I'm glad he's happy to hear that. But I don't say I love him in those sentences.
Cause what I'm saying is... he's my life now. And my new dream. Life is like a long journey. We met in the road, get to know each other, and now we're like stop walking to nowhere and made our own path together so no matter how far we're apart, I know we will meet in the end cause we're in this love and life together.
And when I say love, it's for ever.