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30 June 2011

I'm only me and you are you

So today my friends retweet a lot of tweets from some twitter account about boys. Love boys who walk you home, love boys who had the same taste of music like you, etc. So I curious and take a look to that account whom gaining so much followers in a while. Then I saw all the tweet like: boys who dance in you, boys who like to kissing in the rain, guy who use proper grammar and bla bla bla.
Some are true. And some are... well I didn't say it's untrue cause probably there's a guy in someplace of the earth do that. And I can't say that's silly cause Red and I might be one of numbers stupid couple in this silly world. It's just like... not my kind of favorite boy. Boys who like to kissing in the rain? Really? Is it some Bollywood movie or something? Please.
Red probably not the best boyfriend in the world. Sure, cause he's the greatest one, at least for me. But surely I can made a list why he should and shouldn't be a role mode for that boys account admin:
  • he speaks cynically. To me. Don't ask how he did to others
  • he rarely flatter me
  • but once he did, he really mean it and that's even better
  • said I got some mystical aura when my make ups on
  • said I got a big calf so I probably should ride a becak
  • said my pony was so weird so he''ll run once he saw it again
  • said I'm a terrible cook after sausages incident (night when I cook sausages too much for dinner with him. I never eat sausages since that night, feel sucks). after that day he's the cooker, I'm doing dishes afterwards
  • said all my favorite shows is weird just because I'm the one who watch it (seriously, is it true or it's just me who love Pucca so much?)
  • but he always talk less - do more and that's what makes him a guy, not a boy
  • I love how we talk about world and God
  • I love how we had bible-reading on the phone
  • I love how strong the bond we finally made
  • I love the way you said you love me without saying it literally
  • I love the way you take me as I am, so did I, take you just the way you are
  • I love all about him. Sorry. I just love every things so if I made the list it would be spamming you, readers.
That's him and at one time I realize that's why I love him. Cause he's not like dream boys like every girl wish. It's much better than he acts sweetly but that's not the real him.
I love him. Himself, not his kind of character I want to see.
I love him, not act or lies pretend to be.
I love him. Best friend didn't keep a secret, right? They just share it together. Shared happiness is double joy, shared pain makes it half.
And he did the same to me. Ever since I met him, I'm just me when I'm with him. No fake acts. No lies. Stop trying to be a perfect one. I used to crazy about perfection too much with Yellow, too much so I almost lose myself. But I never had to do such thing with Red. I'm all myself.
Not trying to be a genius one with high perfect score and wide knowledge about anything. I stopped trying to impress him cause well, he can see my weakness clearly right now. No make up cause he told me I'm prettier without any make ups on.
I'm just me. How perfect is that sound?
It's sounds perfect to me.

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