September 2011

Here we go again. It's September.
I remember how hard it's been when I try to move on and let go (well, let go something I never actually had) last September. I wonder why there's always a crazy month in every year of my life when something happen. Can't live just be normal for a while?
So it's the first of September 2011 and all I can say I wish for the best. Today when I wake up in the morning, a vision of Red had comes and God, I miss him so bad. So when the emptiness comes, I just close my eyes and try to please myself, knowing I'll have him in the end of this month.
Anyway its been a year since he asked me to be his. I gotta say I'm really proud of this relationship. We're getting stronger day by day and thank God, we loves each other more today than yesterday.
I love you like a world, Red. xoxo