Last night I stay awake till 11 pm though I'm so tired and definitely need a long sleep. But I ran out pulse and he haven't called yet when somehow I believe he will. I was stand by in my room just in case he call for like five hours and when he finally called, a big big relief comes through me chest and the waiting, I guess, it's worth to do. I'm happy instead.
We talk about his days, how he get so much task to do and at that moment I swear we were infinite. Always. It's like a feelings I always get whenever I talk to him, when we holding hands, when we kiss and thoughts about it always made me happy like I never been so happy before. It feels like I'm not a girlfriend, but also a best friend. The one who'll listen to him anytime he want. Even if he's call me in 3 am I'm surely do will listen though my eyes gonna be soo swelled.
I'm his best friend. And that's the happiest things I love in this relationship.
Anyway. I can't help but notice how different he had changed in past 6 months. Like, he was lazy and now when I heard how he talk about weekly schedule and future plans, it's like talking to a very different person. And it's kinda cool actually cause there's 3 moments when he looks cool in my eyes (and he didn't even have to try!) is when he's praying, when he works/studied hard and get concentrate, and when he fight for something he believe, like manners or thoughts.
It's gonna be a very busy time for him but I wish all the best for him.
xoxo my dear smelly goat!
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