I made a poem when I miss you and can't hardly back to sleep till the dawn comes

Honestly I can't remember what my life's like before you came.
The sun doesn't shine, the moon doesn't glow, the air is heavy air. I know there's something wrong, but I can't tell what's supposed to be.
Before you came, birds don't sing love songs. They just sat down in the tree and waiting what's coming next.
Maybe an instinct to saved all the voices, to sing it all over again when you're there. And they know they wouldn't stop once you come.
Before you came, rain is just a rain. There's no rainbow after it. There's nothing good on it. Just mellow, and that's it.
Before you came, I have no idea what to do with my life. Who am I living for, who I'll be fighting for, what could makes my life better.
Before you came, I don't really believes in happiness and how could I be happy when I actually had nothing to make myself proud.
Before you came, love didn't exist. And all love stories I've been through is just my childish fantasy like a silly pop star or something.
Before you came, my days was gloomy and cold. Too much burden I saved all alone, too much tears I secretly wiped.
Before you came I give my best too hide my scars. And I believe I had no flaws at all, just scars to hide.
Before you came I can't hardly breathe and be my own self, always lives in fears that people won't like me if I'm not good enough.
Before you came, I can't laughed all day long without tears in my pillow when night comes.
Before you came, there's so little joy and pain is overrated.
Before you came, life is plain. And grey. And no fun at all.
But then you came and changes everything. That's why I owe you so much I can't repay.
I love you and it's not just some cheesy words I told to everybody. My bravery to say that means how much I really do.
I'm totally in love with you. And when I look at you in the eyes, or when your hands reach mine I knew I would do that forever.