Music and Lyrics by Adhitia Sofyan
As I walk to the end of the line
I wonder if I should look back
To all of the things that were said and done
I think we should talk it over
Then I noticed the sign on your back
It boldly says try to walk away
I go on pretending I’ll be ok
This morning it hits me hard that
Still everyday I think about you
I know for a fact that’s not your problem
But if you change your mind you’ll find me
Hanging on to the place
Where the big blue sky collapse
As I stare at the wall in this room
The cracks they resemble your shadow
When everyday I see time goes by
In my head everything stood still
I’m waiting for things to unfreeze
Till you release me from the ice block
It’s been floating for ages washed up by the sea
And it’s drowning, thought you should know that
You see people are trying
To find their way back home
So I’ll find my way to you
Well, something happened. Something bad, precisely. They wants me to broke up with Red. Again. Shit always happen, for God sake why can't you give a damn break?!
I can't barely understand why is it so hard? I'm a very lucky girl to found someone so precious like him. He's my everything and when I said he's everything, I mean it. Even literally. He's my best friend, my boyfriend, the man I wants to be the father of my child (and yes I somehow believe that would happen one day). Maybe it's sounds cheesy but no, I can't live without him. Not after what we've been through, after all these bonds between us getting stronger and stronger. There's plenty of things I'm not sure about life, work and things but I want him in my life and I never been so sure. Yes, I really really want this.
Why can't they just accept the fact that I choose the man I want to marry? Is it because they judge me I'm young and irresponsible? Am I too young too decide with whom I want to spend my life with? I miss him. So much more than I can say. And knowing he felt the same way makes me even happier than ever. Maybe I'm selfish, maybe I'm stubborn. Maybe I choose my self ego and dream over family. Maybe, just maybe, till the time when they realize why I did this.
Yeah. I miss him so much I could |
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