Please God I hate all of this

You know what I hate? Studying.
And what do I hate the most? Studying bored subjects. Like today, like now. Introduction to Advertising for quiz tomorrow. Gosh I hate all of these stupid ads! Seriously, who cares the history of advertising? I don't! I hate most of subjects in fucking retarded ads college here. Marketing, media, advertising, cross culture communication, screw all of that, just please go kill yourself or have a nice day in hell, fuck.
Every days passed like hell. And there's thousands curse in my head every time I went to school and go back to home. Well, if you can call this place as home. It's just a house, just a building. It's the last place I wanna be, with all the atmosphere and people in here. I hate everything's in here.
Sometimes I wonder why God doesn't just kill me? Just bring me a traffic accident or cancer or something. There's nothing to fight anymore. And relationship I'm in just not helping anymore. I'm tired, he doesn't even have a time to call, we're both separated, we're just talking about past and future but what's actually future brings? There's no guarantee of tomorrow. And I'm, honestly, I'm so tired of understanding. Why should I if he not always do?
I hate this town, I hate my life. I'm being cynical and hate everyone. And the more I hate, the more I hate myself. Hates definitely makes you tired and that's not good.