Happy Valentine's day everybody! And happy Chinesse new Year too for people who celebrate it. This year, two huge events held in the same day. February 14th means Valentine's days and from the Chinesse calendar. It's a lunisolar calendar in cultures whose date indicates both of moon phase and the time of the solar year. Google it for more information. I'm half so I celebrate it too cause my family did it.
It's Valentine and I'm single, be loved and loves no one. Lil' bit cold, i guess, but that's alright. I stopped to wish that I have someone to share every celebration every year. Lover.. It's not important, isn't it? Not for my age. I love my life and I think that's enough. That should be enough for a human. But back to my Valentine's day six years ago, I tbelieve that it's the best Valentine I ever had. I was so deeply-madly in love with my senior in junior high so i give him a box of praline that I bought the day before. I clearly remember it was Monday and how my knees weak and I was so restless. Then when the night comes, someone called me. I thought that was my friend or some classmates but I was wrong.
He called me. He thanks for the chocolate (well actually I dont give it to him hand-to-hand) and we talk about 2 minutes or more. That's the first time and the last time he call me. I'm totally speechless and shocked and have no idea about what happened. Later I realize that he probably want to talk with me (and maybe he wants to know who am I, a big fan of him). That's the best Valentine I ever had, I will never forget the day for the rest of my life. I'm living with the memories and I guess that's enough.
Today I'm going to my uncle's house and get some hongbao (it's a red envelope with some money on it, given from the elder to the younger and family's member who unmaried). I don't want to think too much about Valentine when my heart is really empty cause even I'm always think about him in every second that I have, he's faraway and no way I could make it mine unless fate and detiny and those other silly things about love really exist.
Happy valentine, myself.
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