It's been a while since the last time I met him. I remember that day, it's Saturday and I go to Church after stop by in barber shop and let them makes me look like Dora The Explorer with the bob hair style. It's windy and I didn't even think about him that day for I'm in my program to move on after all this time. When I saw him there, I feel.. so enchanted. He definetly not handsome in my eyes (I think Hugh Jackman was more and more than him). But somehow, in that places full with people, it's like only him the one that I can see. But I imagine later, if I had to choose: dinner with Hugh Jackman or standing right beside him for five minute or less, I would choose the second answer.
Today, I wake up in the morning and see my reflection in mirror. My pony was longer than I ever thought. I have no pony anymore cause it's so long and reach my lips (or longer, I think)
I'm searching parts of him in my dream and find nothing. It's kinda weird for me, that I'm desperately fallen for someone who forgot my name, for years. Plus, he's studying abroad and I have to face the truth that I'm failed to be there. All at once, I lost love and dream. I can't studying abroad like him, to the place he lives and I can't make my dream, my future jobs that I've been dreaming of come true.
I wonder what's coming for me next. It's like I'm trapped in a room without oxygen and food for months.. but I'm still alive.
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