Stupid things I did when I was a little

1. Pretending I'm poisoned when I ate an apple just like Snow White
2. Well I honestly little bit afraid to watch Snow White and how the Queen tried to kill her
3. Hates Bamby cause my mother like, recommend that movies when I'm dying to watch Japanese's Doraemon or some local comedy (which is harsh for kids)
4. Afraid of dark and night
5. Thinks I'm going to marry my childhood pal Odie cause I kissed his cheeks for birthday
6. Loves my grandmother's daily tea and chocolate milk and how I always found them when I open the fridge
7. Dreaming to be a pilot one day. And painter.
8. Thinks that rains is comes from Heaven's toilet
9. Actually believes in Santa Claus. Believes that every Dec 5th, I gotta put grasses on my shoes so Rudolf can eat that and Santa will come for Christmas. And thinks I'm a bad kid when I don't get exactly what I want for Christmas.
10. Believes that one day, someone will come, loves me and marry me (when I got pissed with Odie)
11. Thinks it's totally cool to go home by yourself (and then all families, my mom, my dad, my grandma, and my aunt warn me not to)
12. Thinks pink is for girl, blue is for boy, yellow/orange is pink's sidekick, green is for boy's sidekick, red is for a man but if a girls wear them she looks silly.
13. Fell in love with Red Ranger from Power Rangers. I wanna be the pink one so I can marry Red Ranger.
14. Afraid of man who had a long hair
15. Afraid to be in a mall when it's night
16. Loves ice cream
17. Hates Math
18. Sing ABC songs almost everyday, every time I saw ABC board hanging on my door. 'A B C D E F G H I J K L M O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z, now I know the ABC, la la la la la la la' well I forgot the last line.
19. Loves Pokemon. And get scary when I had a bad dream about how one of Pokemon tried to kill my little bro.
20. Percaya kalo polisi tidur itu sebenarnya makam hansip yang dulu kerja di lingkungan daerah tersebut #anakbodoh

Makin diterusin makin keliatan bloonnya gue. Udah ah.

Memories of BWJF 2010

Gue iseng googling nama gue dan gue ketemu artikel ini. Udah setahun sejak gue nulis artikel ini di backstage sembari nungguin beres-beres. Gue lagi duduk di ruang panitia, ngelurusin kaki yang super capek saat seorang kru (yang nggak gue ketahui namanya secara krunya banyak banget dan memori gue sangat terbatas), cowok 27 tahunan (om om!!!!!) , mendadak random dan minta pendapat gue. Gue mengungkapkan pedapat gue dan karena dia pusing, akhirnya dia meninggalkan lapotopnya di gue dan mmepercayakan isi penulisan ke gue.
Ini artikelnya, diambil dari sini.

Hear The World Through The Jazz
2010-11-06 08:28:59

Hear the world through the jazz.
Orang-orang sering mengatakan bahwa musik adalah bahasa universal. Dan dengan kepercayaan ini, Bandung World Jazz 2010 terjalin. Jazz tak hanya sekedar aliran musik, namun juga sebuah kontak verbal antara ribuan orang di dunia akan satu inspirasi yang sama yaitu alunan musik.
Sebagian orang menganggap jazz sulit dipahami, namun sekiranya mereka salah. Jazz merupakan aliran musik terluas. Tak ada aturan yang membatasi sebuah lagu sehingga bisa dikatakan jazz atau tidak. Smooth jazz, jazz kontemporer, pop-jazz dan lain sebagainya. Ini adalah sebuah bukti bagaimana ribuan orang dengan segala perbedaannya ternyata memiliki satu persamaan yang sukar disadari.
Bukti bahwa jazz telah menyatukan banyak perbedaan telah tampak pada hari pertama event Bandung World Jazz 2010. Mukhlis, manajer sekaligus keyboardist grup Kolegium Musikum Unimed asal Medan, mengaku bukan pakar dunia jazz sekalipun telah menjadi alumni BWJF 2010. Bersama kelompoknya, ia hanya berkumpul dengan hasrat untuk bermusik.
"Kami diundang untuk bermain di Makassar bulan depan," kisah Mukhlis dengan senyum sumingrah, beberapa saat setelah turun dari panggung.
Sepertinya ini hanyalah bukti kecil bagaimana musik bisa menyatukan semua orang dan membuat dunia mereka para musisi di dengar oleh dunia yang sebenarnya lewat alunan melodi bernama jazz.

Maria Indriya Hapsari
LO Talent BWJF 2010

Oh how I miss everything about Bandung!
Anyway tahun ini Red jadi koordinator. Little bit jealous though I wish all the best for him. Still... jealous. How he lived the life I should still have, a life I'm dying to have. Something I would kill for it.

Revenge

I am pissed.
I gotta start all over again and I want to do before that is make sure you got your karma. But I know it's not possible, so I think I'm gonna have my own revenge plan. I'm dying to ruin your life better than how you did it to me. I wants to slap you in the face, embarrassed you in public, make your life like a hell. And no, I don't believe in karma for this subject. I hate how I can't give you my revenge, so I'm gonna do it anyway.
Just wait and see. You'll regret what you've done to me, knowing you're wrong to pick me as your enemy.
Bitch.

Flowery Floral

Book: All My Friends are Dead

Kate Moss Fab Wed

So pretty!
Iyalah secara fotografernya Mario Testino... bikin sirik abis...

IT (I wish your initial was ET)

I used to think one day I'm gonna write a good story about us. About how cool you used to look in my eyes, how much I admire you and fantasize about fairy tales about us. I made a playlist with songs that used to describe my feelings and thoughts about you, songs that used to be played all day long while I was thinking about you, but not about us cause that sounds not possible.
Today as I wait Red (and for sure, he never call like I wish he would). I play solitaire (so lonely) and I play that old playlist on just because I hate silents and for a minute I realize it's all your songs. It's Adele's Chasing Pavements, Melt My Heart to Stone, David Archie's To Be With You, Katy Perry's Mannequin and finally.
Daughtry's Over You. That's your last song (I hate to admit thre truth, Barry Manillow's Even Now, so never mind).
So let's say, today I'm thinking about you. But I just remember how we used to be so close and yet so far. I remember when you say hi with my middle name that I used to hate (and since you call me with that, I started to like it). I remember how fast my heart races when you put your hand on my shoulder and asked about my exam (and that's the first time I was so embarrassed cause I got the worst score like, ever). I remember how you get cold in the middle of ceremony on Church and how worried I was.
That's the same worry that I felt for Red right now when he ill. And no, I don't think I'm gonna feel the same thing again to you, as all my worries, wishes and dream is all on Red.
It's not like I miss you and want to see you. No, I prefer to meet Red for a second than have you for a week. It's just like... I miss you as my memory. I used to think you are the biggest heartache I ever feel. It turns out that you're not. My biggest fear now is Red, and all feelings, wishes and fantasy that I used to pray I'd do it all with you was changing. It's Red and the good thing is, it's not a fairy tales. It's coming-soon-happy-ending.
I'm so glad I met you, fall for you and hurts. Cause if I don't, how am I supposed to know that there's a great guy who loves me as much as I do?
I wish you well, IT. And thank you.