How come we always have a fight when the anniversary is near? Like today, just like yesterday. Today it's our 2.11 anniversarry. A month more to 2 years anniversarry. And yet we had afight last night. My faults. Totally my faults and I'm sorry for it. I'm not proud of it, but it's far better to told him the truth and he'll mad at me than keep this as secret. I hate secret. I hate bad surprises, and I know how hurts it feels in his position. I remember I was there. And that's a hell.
I'm overreacted. He said that, and I know it's true. So I wonder why can't I act normal? Why can't I just pass a day and night not worrying about him? I used to say I'll try to hold, but I can't resist.
God, I'm so idiot.
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