Sombre and Lonely

I miss you a lot.

I miss your laugh, I miss your smile, I miss your voice whisper in my ear, I miss your smell of perfume and smoke, I miss how you take me in your arms when we take a walk together, how you clean my spoon and fork before I ate my food. I miss your silly face and your pretty gaze, I miss your touch and how you walk me home every night after we having dinner together.

I'm craving for your kiss and your presence. I miss you so bad and that's why you're the first thing that pops in my head when I wake up in the morning and you're the last thing I was thinking before I go to sleep.

I miss you like crazy and makes me realize how much you meant to me, how much I want you in my life and how I actually love you so.

I never hate myself so bad when I know you're probably sick and I'm not there to take care of you. I was cry when I hear how lonely you become and yes, I hate myself so much to made those mistakes and makes me have to leaving.

Don't give up on me. You said you'll be waiting. Mean it. Please.

I'll find my way to back to you. I promise you.