Things get harder and seems I'm being weaker day by day. I don't know how get through of this. 5 years is my minimum goals. I've got a plan to go to college in here, working, writing, earn some money and get a good job after graduate. I wonder how much I could earn in 5 years. 10 millions, probably? I want to go out from here. It's not like I hate my family or somewhat but I just don't want to live in the same home with them anymore. There's a plenty of strange feeling. like I'm stuck in this absurd place and I'm not going to live here forever, I'm not going to make a gap so they could set me out as they pleased anymore. I'm not a kiddo anymore and I want to live in my own rules.
Keep in your mind it's not because of Red. It's my life, so that action would be my choice. I want a freedom to my own life, that's all I ever wanted.
You know what, Katy Perry's ET song keep banging on my head:
take me, take take take me
wanna be your victim
ready for abduction
hell yeah, I'm ready to go out from here anytime!
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