I know, even when they said nothing, that they don't like me. I can't tell.. My attitude? My face? My style? Or what? Something I cannot tell cause I don't even know what it is.
Well, I hate to feel this but I won't care. At least I'm trying not to care. As long as I live, just a little change I've made and nobody really cares. I mean, I never be mean to someone without causes and I never got critic about that.. which takes me to two point of view. Is that because my old pals won't hurt my feeling cause the truth is, I'm annoying? Or is it only people's comment, which don't really matters to me as long as my besties and some other people thinks that's alright?
I won't care, even deep inside I know that I actually care about what people said. Well, I don't think I do wrong to them, so why they even bother me? If they don't like me, why don't they just stay away instead talk about me? Why don't they just careless about me? Am I so bad then they judge me easily? Have I do you wrong, hatters? (Well, I think 'hatter's is too much but I couldn't find any other words right now). Too much love could kill you (taken on one of Queen's song) and in my opinion, if you hate too much people in their weakness will makes you alone and miserable. And that's sad.
I hate to think that people hate me, cause they actually don't know much about me. Well, they could say that I'm blah blah blah and blah blah blah, but have they ever be me? Have they ever through times and moments like me, exactly like what I'm going through? Before you judge me why don't you try hard to love me? (That's what MJ said in "Childhood" song, the only words that hard to forget).
I don't get it. Maybe I should take a look on myself, too.
“Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.” ~ Dr. Seuss
No comments:
Post a Comment