Farewell

left to right: me & Niya.

I remember that we planned to go to wholesaler with Rezky (yep, the photo taken by her). The funny thing is we arrived at that place earlier than the seller. We came when that place haven't open yet. So this is it, a cool pic in escalator.

left to right, Rezky and me.

Fallen for ice cream after school time in hot summer day

(it's Jakarta anyway, everyday is summer).

My senior high-school's time is up. And now I'm going to college (actually I'm still waiting to the answer after my hectic 4-days-test in Bandung). Today one of my besties named Niya are leaving J-town to Malang (I'm not sure.. it's some place in province East of Java. or maybe Central of Java. Don't ask me, I'm not map-expert) as she decides to school in Brawijaya University. It takes 16 hours from Jakarta to there by bus, she said, and I feel blue today cause I have no chance to meet her for the last time (though I know we'll meet again, maybe in Christmas). I was spent this day with hanging out with my other besties: Glory, Jean, and Rezky. They feel sad, too, about Niya's leaving.

Maybe the one who feel sad the most is me. I had 6 years friendship with Glory, 3 years with Niya and 2 years with Jean & Rezky but years doesn't matter. Friends is friends and I've learned from my fail-friendship (somehow it sound like I have a failed marriage ^^;) that it's not year that count but moments. Memory, how many things we shared together, those countless times we laughs or cry together (well, we're not that kind of girl who crying a lot for our problem. we feel bad and blue, then we think how to solve it without crying).

I have an ex-friend of mine. Yeah that's sounds ironic. I feel sorry for that, but that's the truth. I don't care if she blame me for that cause I know that she was wrong, too. I didn't ask too much, I believe. I don't think the friendship it's end just because I don't spent the lunch-time with her. I was actually believe thatwe got a friendship that even stronger than rocks. But maybe i was wrong. I just can't stand people who give up everthing (almost) just for money. "Oh, I don't wanna do that cause it's expensive. I'd rather take this cause it's a penny cheaper." Something like that, or even worse.

Alright, back to the topics. What date it is? July 20, 2010. Niya's leaving for Malang and Friday July 24, Rezky will leave for Medan. It's the capital city of province North Sumatra. It's University of North Sumatra. That's in the other island, geez! Glory will left for President University but thank God it's in Karawang (some kind of place between Jakarta and Bandung) but still she's got to stay in dorm. Jean in Binus University, in west of Jakarta so she'll stay in Jakarta, in her house.

I never thought that it's real for real when I used to enjoy my day in senior high school. All I think about college is my plan to leave Jakarta to Singapore (yes, that's totally FAILED) or Bandung, probably (which is being my last hope today) and I'm pretty sure that apart is alright cause we promised to contact each other and hanging out again in holdiay.

But now, I face it. The time is coming.

I was asked to myself, "What would my life be without my besties?" They all are so kind to me. I got suprises in every birthday since I met them. And that's give me more reasons to love them. They are so precious to me and I'm so scared that I will lose them cause we far apart and we got a new friends in college.

Most of all, I'm afraid we'll change by the time we met again.

I remember that once Rezky told me about the graduation lyric by Vitamin C when we had a lunch after a tiring vintage-hunt with Niya and Karina.

So if we get the big jobs

And we make the big money

When we look back now

Will our jokes still be funny?

Will we still remember everything we learned in school?

Still be trying to break every single rule?

Ever since then I always think about those words. Will it?

This is the topics that I've been thinking about like nuts for days, maybe weeks (I didn't realize until today). And it's so important to me, I guess, cause I don't care about person that I loved so much for a decade and the fact that man who school abroad is here until September (yes, that's why I was so confused about September) and we'd just met a couple days ago. I don't even care if I lost him forvere (maybe that's because I know that my love for him just completely washed out, maybe I wait too long or anything. I dont even want to talk about it right now).

I made this words today, in my way home after watched movies in cinema with them (anyway, I watced Inception starring Leonardi Di Caprio and it's awesome even it's little bit confused in the begining and at the end of movie. You've gotta be smart to watch it, I think):

FAREWELL

probably it means: we FAR apart but in the End WE'LL meet again. someday we will.

and I think about Tom Petty's words:

You and I will meet again

When we're least expecting it

One day in some far off place

I will recognize your face

I won't say goodbye my friend,

For you and I will meet again

I want to believe it.

left to right, Jean and me.

Guess what? We're taking this picture in toll road!

We was going to Binus cause I enrolled in there by bus and the driver is mad.

That's the first time we pass the toll gate by walking.

left to right, Glory and me.

Going crazy during the lunch-time infront of our class. I

t's a priceless pic for her, I guess, for she always looks cool and you would never know her crazy side if you don't really know her well.