Our 16th Anniversary and 2nd Christmas together ♥

Makasih ya sayang buat tas sama kartunya bagus banget deh. Semoga kita bisa sama-sama terus dan bisa ngelewatin natal-natal selanjutnya bareng-bareng. Pokoknya doain aja aku supaya jadi orang sukses dan pada suatu saat nanti aku bakal dateng buat kamu. Semoga kamu tambah dewasa, tambah pinter, jadi lebih kuat, pokoknya harus bisa jadi superwoman buat aku. Sayang gendut. Goodnight sayang :*

I woke up this morning, read that message he sent late of night and he just made my day!I should tell you how great yesterday was, it's one of my favorite days in 2011.
Kemaren gue dateng kepagian dan akhirnya nunggu di stasiun sejaman (sempet ngobrol sama penjaga karcisnya segala, pake acara dideketin orang gila segala pula - . . -). Lucu juga ngeliat si kambing lari-lari pas baru turun mukanya panik gitu hahaha.
Anyway we had a really good times together. Eat some bento, watch Jack and Jill, went to Dairy Queen and hanging out (and I ate way TOO MUCH. No wonder he call me fatty). This date is to celebrate Christmas and our 16months anniversary so we exchange some present. He gave me a cute gold watch, while I'm only get him a bag, a handmade sewing Christmas invitation that I made from fabrics and a card with sheep pictures for the anniversary. Couple days before I went for some gifts shopping for Jeanifer but it turns out that I found a cute Spongebob's stationary set and it reminds me to Lena, Red's little sister. So I bought it to her and made her a handmade teddy purse. I'm afraid she don't like it but today Red asked Lena to talk to me on the phone and she said she likes it! Yipppeeeee!

It's Jean's present from me. The teddy exact the same like the one I gave to Lena. I think I'm gonna buy some fabrics later and see if I'm good enough to make a teddy bear doll.

It's great to have someone you really love in your arms, just holding hands and a little sweet kiss while the movie's played. Sit and eat something nice, how he took my glass away cause my new habits to eat the ice, how he cleaned my mouth when I ate like a pig (dan dia bilang gue rempong kayak ibu-ibu karena gue nyediain tisu di deket tangan dia). But after all what makes this date is so great is things he said. And I wish I'll never forget it, especially when times getting harder and I might lose some of my realistic mind about our relationship.
He said things I know that's not a jargon. Once again he told me all his plan for his life. Our dream, our future, together. How he swear he's gonna make it someday, and when he can afford his own life he's gonna come over to my house and, well, you know, maybe have some talks with my Dad.
I know it's still far from there and 2012 gonna be as tough as 2011 cause he'll have a job training from July until December 2012 (and I think he's gonna get what he wants, a job in Bali, Menado or maybe Malaysia). I have to put so many efforts too for myself, my study, my clothing line, and maybe it's a perfect time to get to know myself more like studying other language (I always wanted to learn Italian and took sewing class).
2012 gonna be hard, but knowing there's someone who loves me no matter what makes me feel better.
He said our paths may be different but at the end, we'll be together again. And that's not a promise. That's a dream we're working on. Honestly there's a time when I lost all of my confidence, mostly about my career and how much I envy him, how much I wish I were there to have a job like him. But it's alright. I gotta move on with myself. It's not only my career I'm fighting for, it's Red and our future lives on my hand. I choose him, I always want to stay together and stay close with him so I'm gonna make it work no matter what people may say.

I love you Smelly Goat. You are the best thing in my life, and you are my dream. Now and maybe forever. Let's stay together till the rest of our life. I love you so much ♥