Best 3 of today

• Hurts - Stay

My whole life waiting for the right time

To tell you how I feel.

Know I try to tell you that I need you.

Here I am without you.

I feel so lost but what can I do?

'Cause I know this love seems real

But I don't know how to feel.

We say goodbye in the pouring rain

And I break down as you walk away.

Stay, stay.

'Cause all my life I felt this way

But I could never find the words to say

Stay, stay.

Alright, everything is alright

Since you came along

And before you

I had nowhere to run to

Nothing to hold on to

I came so close to giving it up.

And I wonder if you know

How it feels to let you go?

You say goodbye in the pouring rain

And I break down as you walk away.

Stay, stay.

'Cause all my life I felt this way

But I could never find the words to say

Stay, stay.

So you change your mind

And say you're mine.

Don't leave tonight

Stay.

Say goodbye in the pouring rain

And I break down as you walk away.

Stay, stay.

'Cause all my life I felt this way

But I could never find the words to say

Stay, stay.

Stay with me, stay with me,

Stay with me, stay with me,

Stay, stay, stay, stay with me.

• I Won't Give Up - Jason Mraz

When I look into your eyes

It's like watching the night sky

Or a beautiful sunrise

There's so much they hold

And just like them old stars

I see that you've come so far

To be right where you are

How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space

To do some navigating

I'll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn

Some even fall to the earth

We've got a lot to learn

God knows we're worth it

No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily

I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use

The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake

And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend

For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn

We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in

I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not

And who I am

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)

God knows I'm tough, he knows (I am tough, I am loved)

We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)

God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

• I Won't Let You Go - James Morrison

When it's black

Take a little time to hold yourself

Take a little time to feel around before it's gone

You won't let go but you still keep on falling down

Remember how you save me now from all of my wrongs

Yeah

If there's love just feel it

And if there's life we'll see it

This is no time to be alone, alone yeah

I won't let you go

Say those words

Say those words like there's nothing else

Close your eyes and you might believe

That there is some way out

Yeah

Open up

Open up your heart to me now

Let it all come pouring out

There's nothing I can't take

And if there's love just feel it

And if there's life we'll see it

This is no time to be alone, alone yeah

I won't let you go

(Won't let you go)

(Won't let you go)

If your sky is falling

Just take my hand and hold it

You don't have to be alone, alone yeah

I won't let you go

(Won't let you go)

(Won't let you go)

And if you feel the fading of the light

And you're too weak to carry on the fight

And all your friends that you count on have disappeared

I'll be here not gone, forever holding on

If there's love just feel it

And if there's life we'll see it

This is no time to be alone, alone yeah

I won't let you go

(Won't let you go)

(Won't let you go)

If your sky is falling

Just take my hand and hold it

You don't have to be alone, alone yeah

I won't let you go

(Won't let you go)

(Won't let you go)

I won't let you go

I won't let

I won't let you go

No, I won't let

I won't let you go

I won't let you go

Random Stories

Have you ever had a brother who seem cares about you... a lot? I'm the first and the only daughter in my family, and my only sibling is my baby brother Frans. But I never had a big brother and ever since I was a kid, I always pretend every big kids were mine. Stupid, yet that's true. I never had that big, protective, caring, young heart figure. So I think it's normal if I always looking for that figure in my life.
I always said how much I hate ITKP. My new college (well it's been a semester so it's not new anymore). But I met this guy, and suddenly I feel like I have a brother of my dream. Let's call him Dew. He's a good guy. He's not smoking, religious, very smart (and I wouldn't have an A for a subject if I weren't in the same group with him), caring and cheerful. He's a wonderful person and the sweetest. He went for internship for about 6 month and I've got to say how lonely I'm gonna be if he's away. Last Sunday was his birthday. I made some chocolate chips cookies for him (his request, and I really had no idea why he likes my cookies when Red said it was terrible). Anyway I tried and tried. What the hell is wrong with the baking process, I wonder, because whether it burn, it becomes a cakes, not cookies. Geez I only had couple hours left.
And it's been a month since the last time I met Red. My pony is short, I bet he would make fun of me (again).
I miss you so bad!!

Jadwal Semester Genap...

MINE

Monday: Customer Behavior 10.00 - 12.15
Tuesday: Marketing Strategies 10.30-12.30, Communication Theories 14.30-16.45
Wednesday: Practical Advertising English 12.15-14.30
Thursday: Macro & Micro Environments of Economies 10.00-12.15, Vocational Empowerment 13.00-15.00
Friday: Free!
Saturday: Advertising Campaign Planning 08.30-10.00, Social Statistic 10.15-12.30, Agama 12.45-15.00

HIS

Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday Friday: 07.30-16.00 (and some crazy assignment that took weeks for make it)

A Maria-Angelina-Glory-Patricia Junior High Mates Reunion♥

It's been a long time since four of us gather and having a great quality time together. The last time is back to 2008 and we didn't have a chance to meet again before Angel went to New Zealand for college. I miss her so bad!

Anyway, it's us. Growing up.

Fearless

Well

So much on my mind, so much things that suddenly appear but so little understanding and power to try to figure it out.

Can't turn it down for a week and all has such a powerful lyric!

• Never Let Me Go - Florence and The Machine

And the arms of the ocean are carrying me, 

And all this devotion was rushing out of me, 

And the crashes are heaven, for a sinner like me, 

The arms of the ocean deliver me.

Though the pressure's hard to take, 

It's the only way I can escape, 

It seems a heavy choice to make, 

Now I am under.

And it's breaking over me, 

A thousand miles down to the sea bed, 

Found the place to rest my head.

• Better That We Break - Maroon 5

Saw you sitting all alone

You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right

Life these days is getting rough

They’ve knocked you down and beat you up

But it’s just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah

It’s not right, not OK

Say the words that you say

Maybe we’re better off this way

I’m not fine, I’m in pain

It’s harder everyday

Maybe we’re better off this way

I’m not fine, not OK

Say the words that you say

Maybe we’re better off this way

• Water Runs Dry - Boys II Men

We don't even talk anymore

And we don't even know what we argue about

Don't even say I love you no more

'Cause saying how we feel is no longer allowed

Some people will work things out

And some just don't know how to change

Why do we hurt each other?

Why do we push love away?

• Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy

I cannot go to the ocean

I cannot drive the streets at night

I cannot wake up in the morning

Without you on my mind

So you're gone and I'm haunted

And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that easy

To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye, my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

I should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

• Somebody Loved - The Weepies

Nights when the heat had gone out

We danced together alone

Cold turned our breath into clouds

We never said what we were dreaming of

But you turned me into somebody loved

Someday when we're old and worn

Like two softened shoes

I will wonder on how I was born

The night I first ran away from you

• Wish I Could Forget - The Weepies

Do you disapprove? Alright, you made your point

You don't have to choose right now

I don't have the time to stop into that joint

No one wants to see my face there anyhow

Monday come like Tuesday

You were something else, I will admit

I remember what you told me

Only wish I could forget

Only wish I could forget

Standing in the sun smoking quiet cigarettes

Just before I let you down

Funny how a heart shatters all at once

Seems like it should make a sound

• Maybe - Ingrid Michaelson

I don’t wanna be the one to say goodbye 

But I will, I will, I will 

I don’t wanna sit on the pavement while you fly 

But I will, I will, oh yes I will 

‘Cause maybe in the future 

You’re gonna come back 

Gonna come back around 

Maybe in the future 

You’re gonna come back 

You’re gonna come back 

Oh the only way to really know 

Is to really let it go 

• Love Long Distance - The Gossip

Breaking Up or Breaking Down

When I need you, you can't be found

I want someone who's around for me

Does it have to be so complicated?

Either way I'm devastated

I could use a little comforting

Love long distance

Is testing me trying my patience

I need more of your assistance now

Love long distance

Is testing me trying my patience

I need more of your assistance now

Love, love, love, love

I need some assistance now

And I will thank you for your cooperation

• The Cigarette Duet - Princess Chelsea

It's just a cigarette and it's just a Malboro Light 

Maybe but is it worth it if we fight? 

It's just a cigarette that I got from Jamie-Lee 

She's gonna get a smack and I'm gonna give you three 

It's just a cigarette and I only did it once 

it's only twice a week so there's not much of a chance 

It's just a cigarette and I'm sorry that I did it 

Honey can't you trust me when I want to stop I can

• Just A Feeling - Maroon 5

I watched you cry, bathe in sunlight by the bathroom door

You said you wish you did not love me anymore

You left your flowers in the backseat of my car

The things we said may have left permanent scars

Obsessed, depressed at the same time

I can't even walk in a straight line

I'm a light in the dark, no sunshine

No sunshine, no sunshine

She cries, "This is more than goodbye

When I look into your eyes

You're not even there"