The Last

Finally!
Watching this makes me think even more than I did all day long.
How many have I loved?
First, there's a boy. My very first friend, my childhood friend. Odi. His grandmother is my grandma's friend, his father was my mother's friend, and he's mine. We met when we were 3 years old, being a bestfriend, kind of childish boyfriend girfriend and make a silly plan to get marry someday. I kissed him once when I was 4 years old or 5, when he picked me up to school together like we always did. I still talked to him when I was 6 but then his parents got divorced. And that's just too hard to understand for a 6 years old. We went to the same junior high, but neve really taled again. And that is how we stop being friend.
The second is the longest one. I'm not sure if it's for nine years or lasted till eleven. I met yellow when I was 9 and you know the rest of story.
The third is Red. I love him. So much.And he's probably the only guy I love and love me back. But relationship it's hard, and I need him to care. Cause this kind of relationship isn't that kind when I love him and he don't do the same. I'll be long gone by then. I don't know what or how he sees me but I wish he could understand a little bit. I want this to last, but if thing's getting harder I'm not sure whether to stay or leave cause pain is overrated. He alsways told me to be patient but I don't think he really understand what it's like to be me.
So now I'm in my dilemma. Between make it three still, or closed the book and waiting for the four.