How could I miss someone that I never have even for a while? How can I miss G, to remember I actually never share memories with G?
My life has it's cycle. Just one dream and it's blew up. My decision to leave disappear, my wish to taste it come backs, my sense blur. G ruin my life with just one silly daydream. And with just one greeting, G's got me crazy. G's almost perfect in my eyes: he's definitely genius, has a big ambition, knows what he want to do, what he wants to have and he's working on it, and the best part, he's G. My G, and I think he always be. G owned everything, every part of me, even the littlest and the slightest part.
I used to think that all I ever wanted is G. It was, but it is? What about now, after all this past 6 months? When I declare to let him go, move on and in love with Red?
I'm IN love with Red. And I was crazy about every parts in G. I used to believe that there's a difference between them. Cause love, I think, it's when he loves you too. And if he's not, I guess that's not love.
But for now, the difference is very slight.. and I can't really see things clear right now. I can tell whom do I really care about, is it G or Red than I'll choose if someone asked me to choose. I don't know what's happen to me, I have no idea what my heart wants to say. Seems like my sense get sick and I can sense nothing at all.
Question: Can you give your love to someone else and share your dream with other?
Answer: lot of question marks.
same person, isn't it?
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