Have you ever been in love?
I found myself reach the middle of silliness in the name of affection that I gave to someone—him. And I don’t think it’s the limits even I know it just too much. I spend my whole time to write a poem of him, paint his photograph to a paintings (based by the photographs of him that I found from his profile), wrote some stories that the man’s character is mostly liked him (his birthday or height, his favorite color or looks). I’m just too crazy, literally.
I even made some poems about it.
Love Is..
When you have a thousand pray for him
And a hundred for yourself
When he always looks good
With or without glasses and braces
When you think about marriage,
Dying to say, “I do, for better for worse.”
And you really mean it
When you put your hand on the stove for a sec and feels like a minute
But sit beside him for a minute and feels like a sec
When he broke your heart
But you can still love him with all little pieces
When dozens scars means nothing
But one little happiness means everything
When you truly believe that he’s better than Lucas Till
Even nobody thinks they could be an equal comparison but you
When love equals him
And he equal life
When you try so hard to find another
But you failed when you’ve got a dream about him in your sleep ever time you’ve tried
When you take a day to fulfill half of your thick diary
And almost a decade to say those three words
When your heart beat faster when you saw him
And your hearts beat stops when he say hello
When you hear some silly love song in your room
Then wondering what he’s doing right now cause you start to miss him
When you think you can wait forever and take a chance
And start to prove it right now
When you wrote a diary or poems
And 85% of the topic is your overwhelmed affection and him
When you want to get what you want
Even you’ll lose what you had before
When your name that you used to hate sounds nice
After he called out your name just to say hello
When your biggest dream is hold him tight
And the wildest one is never let it go
When you imagine a nightmare if he were gone
And all your last wishes is to be haunted by ghost of him
When the best feeling in the world is when he says hi
Cause even if it’s just for a sec, you relief that you’ve crossed his min
When fate means you to lose
And you give the biggest fight you ever did
When you want to be his strength when he’s weak
And be the fortress when you weak
When you find out that friend of yours like him, too
Then you close your eyes and acts like nothing happen or change you seat away from her.
You won’t lose this battle even you’ll lose your friend
Cause you know that you just too mush in love more than people could imagine
When he get hurts
But you’re the one who get bleeding
When there’s too many way to love him
And you found that there’s no way to not love him
When night turns day and winter feels like summer
Every single day you realize how much he meant to you
When you jogging from your house to his
Cause you woke up in 5a.m. and miss him badly
When you put the best dress up and make up so you’ll looks prettier
Cause you’ll never knew when he’ll appears around you
When you better to live with single lever and stay together
Than have double but alone by yourself.
When you love him
Even he never ever realized it
When you have a thousand pray for him
And a hundred for yourself
When he always looks good
With or without glasses and braces
When you think about marriage,
Dying to say, “I do, for better for worse.”
And you really mean it
When you put your hand on the stove for a sec and feels like a minute
But sit beside him for a minute and feels like a sec
When he broke your heart
But you can still love him with all little pieces
When dozens scars means nothing
But one little happiness means everything
When you truly believe that he’s better than Lucas Till
Even nobody thinks they could be an equal comparison but you
When love equals him
And he equal life
When you try so hard to find another
But you failed when you’ve got a dream about him in your sleep ever time you’ve tried
When you take a day to fulfill half of your thick diary
And almost a decade to say those three words
When your heart beat faster when you saw him
And your hearts beat stops when he say hello
When you hear some silly love song in your room
Then wondering what he’s doing right now cause you start to miss him
When you think you can wait forever and take a chance
And start to prove it right now
When you wrote a diary or poems
And 85% of the topic is your overwhelmed affection and him
When you want to get what you want
Even you’ll lose what you had before
When your name that you used to hate sounds nice
After he called out your name just to say hello
When your biggest dream is hold him tight
And the wildest one is never let it go
When you imagine a nightmare if he were gone
And all your last wishes is to be haunted by ghost of him
When the best feeling in the world is when he says hi
Cause even if it’s just for a sec, you relief that you’ve crossed his min
When fate means you to lose
And you give the biggest fight you ever did
When you want to be his strength when he’s weak
And be the fortress when you weak
When you find out that friend of yours like him, too
Then you close your eyes and acts like nothing happen or change you seat away from her.
You won’t lose this battle even you’ll lose your friend
Cause you know that you just too mush in love more than people could imagine
When he get hurts
But you’re the one who get bleeding
When there’s too many way to love him
And you found that there’s no way to not love him
When night turns day and winter feels like summer
Every single day you realize how much he meant to you
When you jogging from your house to his
Cause you woke up in 5a.m. and miss him badly
When you put the best dress up and make up so you’ll looks prettier
Cause you’ll never knew when he’ll appears around you
When you better to live with single lever and stay together
Than have double but alone by yourself.
When you love him
Even he never ever realized it
